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mom woke me up today stating that we were gonna go have lunch at some nice, air conditioned place with good food etc. so we got changed quickly and all, and drove down to pasir ris green. guess where we ended up? a cosy little cafe beside a horse riding ranch. smelly? tell me about it. stinky. i never even knew that pasir ris had horse riding activities? and i vowed that my children are gonna learn horse riding, giving them the opportunities to activities i never tried. i cant wait to be a mom. just last night i was watching this episode on the secret life of an american teenager. so the girl in the show is pregnant at 15/16 yrs? and she has a boyfriend but he's not the father of her child. the father of her child is another guy who also hangs out with them. and so happened in that ep, she gave birth and had a child. and her mom was ultra supportive ttm. quite rare to have parents like that when situations as such occur.

after lunch we hung out at downtown new york new york, had really yummy desserts and drinks. the mudpie's the best. we were chatting about generosity and it struck me that sometimes its good to be nice. i thought quite a bit about it, and maybe i should be nicer than how i am now and learn not to take things to heart. i have been thru quite a bit to make me hold grudges against some people, but i am gonna learn to be forgiving and to forget. i will try my best. i want to be a good person. the lyrics of a song went i wanna live like there's no tomorrow, i wanna dance like noone's around, i wanna sing like nobody's listening, before i lay my body down. i wanna give like i have plenty, i wanna love like i'm not afraid, i wanna be the way i was made. that will be my motto for now.

random thought: i want to age beautifully.

to all my muslim kawan, hari raya haji!